Emotional pregnancy

Carlee

Please tell me, I am normal. Ive never been insecure in my relationship and since I've been pregnant ive been so insecure and fearful and small dumb shit makes me want to break down and cry for instant.

Last night I did laundry so my SO other would have clean clothes for work today and god forbid I washed his work shorts instead of pants and he got aggravated and yelled at me " I cant depend on you to wash clothes, I guess I'll do it my damn self"

I usually just ignore him bc I know I like to put my two cents in and escalate situations but that was a huge lesson I learned from my ex. So it usually ends up in me ignoring it and walking away and then my SO will apologize about 10 minutes later.

" I'm sorry honey, I love you to death but since youve been pregnant youve lost your mind and you irritate me" .

This stuff makes me want to sit in a corner and cry like a baby and I think I start overthinking then come up with assumptions like "wonder if hes seeing someone else ince hes being so mean".

I have no reason to assume shit. He doesnt want a cell phone, he doesnt want social media, he says it just all creates problems and prefers to stay away from drama and other people. One car is broken down so we have been carpooling. Everyday to work and back.

So just tell me its this pregnancy making me go loco. I dont accuse him of anything. We have a pretty good line of communication as far as speaking without arguing and explaining feelings and what we expect from each other. Ive just bottled up my emotions and I dont understand the emotions. I think it makes it worse when I get on this app and look at the posts in relationships and see people alwaya talking about their husband cheated and some of the most horrible stories ive ever heard of and I think I start getting worked up bc I overthink it and try to imagine these peoples hurt by putting myself in their shoes.