Feeling very low

Anyone put their child in daycare full time due to personal financial reasons?

How do/did you feel and what made you overcome it?

My daughter is 3months old and I’m in so much debt so I’ve decided to go back to work full time. I’m doing this with the goal of being debt free by her first birthday, but it really upsets me and I feel like I’m being such a terrible mom for leaving her alone at this age.

I know it’s for the best in the long run. But it pains me to miss out on her milestones. 😭

On the other hand, being at home by myself with her and thinking about my financial situation stresses me out even more.

Please help me ladies. Need some motivation, encouragement etc. I feel like I’m failing and just want to give up and curl up somewhere for being a terrible mother 😭😭😭