So, I identify as bi-gender, and around my cycle I begin to feel a source of power. It pulls me to do certain prayer rituals and combine different things, every time I do, it benefits my mood and health, does this happen to anyone else?

I had another older Wiccan, who’s been practicing longer than me come into my home. She agreed to preform a ritual to detect any spirits and their intentions.

She said there were a few spirits, which is expected since I live in a very old house. Most were dormant and very old, one was the spirit of my friend (died at age 7) that I lost to cancer when I was 8. I already knew that this spirit was present in my home, as she seems to follow me to most places I go.

But the other Wiccan also detected a stronger power that didn’t seem to have any clear source. It’s intentions were unclear, but didn’t radiate any evil or dark energy, that being said, it didn’t radiate any good or light energy either.

If anyone knows anything about this or has experienced anything similar, please let me know!