Mom guilt is real

Today we planned an afternoon about an hour away with our 3 week old. The trip was only supposed to last 3-4 hours round trip. She ate right before we left and I took 2 bottles with us, so definitely enough to last her. I fed her once about an hour and a half into the afternoon. Then we go on our day. She starts getting hungry again and low and behold the second bottle leaked everywhere and was completely empty. We found a spot for me to breastfeed her but I have a low supply so I literally could not give her enough. I fed her until she fell asleep and we promptly made our way home, unfortunately, we were still 45 min from home. After we got her in the car seat, she woke back up and I had to listen to her poor cries the whole trip back, knowing there was nothing I could do. Sometimes she would stop and just stare at me and it broke my heart. I felt like the worlds worst mom and can’t shake the feeling of letting her down. Cant stop beating myself up over it.