Don’t know how to feel...other then hopeless ,HELP?

Steph

SO here it goes, I don’t know what to do. My boyfriend has tried been supportive and all but am not ok. I have no sex drive because it’s been more then a year that having sex hurts like a lot so I find no pleasure in it and i can’t cum.(I just want to sit there and cry of the pain) I have talked to my doctors and they say nothing is wrong. (To use lube and what not bUt nothing is helping) So I don’t know how to deal with it because even my bf sees the difference in my personality. He thinks am depressed over this ... and honestly am starting to agree.