Im an Emotional Wreck

16 months later and I’m an emotional wreck! I come here to vent because I have no one else to talk to. I’ve been trying to conceive since May of 2018 after my ectopic pregnancy, and every month I see AF I get emotional asf! No one ever tells you when you’re younger how hard it is to get pregnant they only tell you “leave those kids where they at”! Everyone around me is expecting, well my best friend just told me she’s pregnant and she’s it to excited about it until she gets another job, well me on another hand I’m dying to have a baby any day now, I even took at hpt with her to make her feel better! Like idk what else to do, I’m making an appt with my OB next week to see what’s next!!!