I feel horrible in my body lately. For the past few months I’ve been going down hill. In December I was 138 pounds, I don’t know what I am now but I feel huge. I’ve been looking at pictures of me and I feel like I’ve gained 20 pounds. I’ve always seen myself bigger than I truly am, I don’t take this pictures for attention, my boyfriend likes to have them and enjoys my body, but I hate it. I work out everyday I’m thinking about going on diet pills. I’m 17 and think I weigh 140. These photos go from recent to old. I put tmi on in case any of the photos are to much. I don’t know how to start loving myself or even if I can. I want help, every time I eat I want to cry because I know that’s just adding more weight.