So my husband went out of town for two weeks for work today I have seven kids already and I’m pregnant with number 8 I am an extremely high risk pregnancy and my anxiety has been if the charts anyways none of the kids have been listening at all all day long literally just acting as if I’m not speaking or even there just acting crazy well my 14 year old decided he was gonna scream at me at the top of his lungs stomped up the stairs and slam his door so hard it got stuck and I had to take the frame off just to get the door open well I for the first time ever In life lost it in him and I feel terrible I never yell at them like I yelled at him and I never spank but Ispanked him tonight and yelled and after wards I cried I feel like I’m the worst mom in the whole world am I the only one this has happened to I just keep thinking I hope I didn’t like emotionally cause damage to my Child 😢