First month ttc, I’m not built for it

My boyfriend is really on the baby train. We are 23. I’m irregular and have a period every 3-4 months. Had my last 6/20-6/26 and have been trying every since. Also taking conception brand pills and geritol vitamins. Cd 44, no sign of a period. No sign of a bfp.

He understands it could take time but he is looking forward to being a dad. I’ve been thinking about either breaking it off with him so he doesn’t have to wait for a woman who has to “try to get pregnant” or letting him have sex with someone else to get his baby and just dealing with it. I don’t want to hinder his life because my body doesn’t work.

I’m venting ladies, so please no harsh comments. I just don’t know where else to turn.