I’m to blame for her heart attack.
So, my family’s relationship and mine hasn’t been all that great for a very long time. There was a lot of fighting and suffering before I left for college. In short, during my college years, they really weren’t there for me. After college, there was severe arguing, fighting, depression on both sides. I converted 3 years later after graduation as I started studying another religion. I found my spouse and married him without my family. I begged them to come but by converting they had already shunned me. They’d reach out to me every other year or so cursing me out and same drama. In 2019, we finally saw each other since 2014 as I reached out to them peacefully and they peacefully responded. I went to visit them and things seemed heavenly. I came back home and a month later found out I was pregnant. As I told them this, they decided to shun me once again. I was devastated but this time was different. I only cried once and decided I had to be tough for my child and start my own family with my loving husband. I couldn’t keep going back into this depressing dark hole and have nightmares about them. 5 months later which is today, I get a text saying my mom has suffered symptoms similar to a heart attack and her blood pressure keeps rising and things are not looking good. Also, they inform me that the doctor can’t figure out why this is happening and has said stress is the reason. My sister informs me that my mom has told her I have caused this because of my conversion and now getting pregnant. And so now my whole family is blaming me for her condition. My sister has asked I convert and my mom won’t even respond to me. I told them how manipulative this was but their response is that I’ve caused all of this and if she passes away, it will all be my fault. I’m 6 months pregnant and can’t shake this horrible feeling. 😞
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