Sick of AF🖕

I just got my cycle two days early. It was due on Tuesday decided to rear it ugly RED head! I couldn’t help but cry. It hurts me every single month when I get my cycle. I feel like less of a woman. My husband and I love in separate countries at the moment so you can imagine how devastating it is when I realize I have my cycle monthly. I just had my hysteroscopic myomectomy in May. I had 4 little fibroids that seemed to be blocking my left tube. My right tube is open from what I felt and was told. December will be my second wedding anniversary. We have been actively trying for about 1 year and a half. I just want my little nugget. (My husband already has a daughter and we had his sperm checked and he is good to go) I know it’s all in Gods timing and I believe that. It’s just hard you you. Congratulations to all the soon to be mommies and all the ones that are already mommies. Thanks for listening 👂