I just need to know 😥

Br

I’m scared to get happy, I have been having similar pregnancy symptoms to the ones I had with my daughter. I’ve been having mild cramping for about 5 days now also which never happens before af. I had a vvvfl on frep yesterday and a negative today clear blue and negative on frep as well. I’m 1-2 days away from af I just don’t know when and if I’m going to get a dark line. My first pregnancy I got clear positive 12dpo. Any advice?