Sometimes it’s just too much 😔

I only get to video with my LDR once a week maybe twice if I’m lucky because of work schedules. We’ve tried two different video apps because he has a Samsung and I have an iPhone and both of them did exactly the same thing distorting the picture and audio to the point it wasn’t even understandable. I had perfect WiFi signal.

I get so tired of this sometimes. The distance is so hard. All I want is to see his face even if only for 5 minutes but all I get is a blurry mess 😢 I know that he and our relationship is worth all of the struggles of a LDR but when I’m having days like today where I’m stuck in a rut seeing his beautiful face is all I want.

I want nothing more than to close this distance but still have another year maybe more to go. I need the strength because this sure as hell isnt easy 😔

Ps I have seen him before so I know it’s not a “cat fishing” issue 😂