Kinda pissed at the moment

Marlina

Someone help. Like I don't understand it. I'm just over it. I'm depressed. I wanna cry. And I feel useless. That moment when you walk in on your boyfriend watching porn in the bathroom, when you're in the other room. But he won't have sex with you because I'm pregnant and it's weird for him. I literally have needs too. I'm kinda sick to my stomach and clueless as to why. I feel ugly and unattractive. I don't know what to do with my self. We tried having sex days ago and he killed the moment by saying im afraid I'm gonna hurt the baby and that's all I can think of. But I'll have other men finding me sexy and attractive and wanting to have sex with me I'm totally confused as to why watch porn when I'm in the other room always horny. Im ready to just break up with him. Because I honestly can't take being like friends. We don't even kiss anymore. He's literally a roommate that sleeps in my bed and takes up all the room. I tell him I love him and he says "no you don't". So whatever man I give up. Someone fucking help me please.