This isn’t a rant but I didn’t know where else to put this. I decided today that I am not capable of handling childbirth. Now I know my body can handle it and was made for it. BUT I have a reasoning for my new discovery. SO I was at the store getting groceries to make dinner when the WORST cramps I have ever felt in my entire life hit me! My period is 6 days late so I thought it was period cramps hitting me finally. WRONG! I had to shit SO BAD! I didn’t think I was going to make it home in time. I really thought I was going to shit in my car. I wondered what will I tell the detail guy when his poor soul has to deep clean my shit out of my car. Well by the grace of God I made it home! I ran to the bathroom, i’m talking didn’t even shut my front door kind of urgency. And BAM the best feeling of relief ever! It felt like air was trapped in my lower abdomen. It would contract, get super painful and then go down like a damn contraction. My poor blow hole gave birth to what felt like 10 pounds of shit 😭😭 So after feeling those cramps I can only imagine how bad childbirth must feel like. I’m gonna have to say it’s a no from me dawg!