heartbroken

my boyfriend of a month and a half broke up with me yesterday.

his reason to me was that he wasn’t happy anymore even though before i left everything was fine and to me it was perfect

then he texted my friend saying that it was because i put no effort in and i called one of his friends a freak, which i never did and if i did why didn’t he say something at the time? i cried all day and when i told him he said why would you cry over me

he told my friend that he didn’t understand why i was upset

i don’t even know what to do i feel like such an idiot everything was perfect before i went away. he said he realised it while i was away and he broke up with me on text.

i’m honestly devastated