Thinking about birth control

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If I end up having another chemical I'm really thinking about going back on birth control. I can't keep losing every month knowing I'm pregnant to just lose it so very early, to lose before I can even get excited about it. I wish I could create life but my body attacks it so early on. Idk what else to do but go on birth control to make this hurt stop. I can't handle a lot of hormones so I was thinking of trying lo loestrin fe. What other low dose birth control works and doesn't affect moods much? I've been on orthro cyclen and it made me bleed more plus didn't help pms. Should I try the mini pill or just a low dose birth control? I won't get anything put in me so just pills