Feeling defeated. 😔

38.5 today with baby #2 currently laying in a hospital bed waiting on the doctor to come and discuss scheduling another c section 😓 I wanted to do a vaginal birth this time around since the chances of me having the same complications I did with my first were slim to none according to my doctor. But here we are.. Having the same complications.. My body won’t progress. Even after a membrane sweep, losing my plug, prodromal labour, and some serious back pain.. Im so discouraged 😔