It’s been a while

I had a MC in August of last year. My first child.. since then I have not been to the dr since. I finally got up the courage to schedule an appointment to be seen by a Dr. it’s two weeks away and just a check up but I’m still so nervous and my anxiety is through the roof. Bf & I are hoping to try again soon and my biggest fear is that I’ll be told I can’t have children or that I’ll get pregnant again only to lose that child too. It took a lot for me to gather the courage to even book this appointment hospitals and drs scare me so much now! Any advice???