i have no idea how to deal with/move on from this break up.

he was my first love, first everything. i’m 18 with a 3 month old now and he left me a few days ago. after such a long relationship and everything we’ve been through, i can’t even imagine me being with anyone else. i’ve had my eyes on him and only him for years. i just don’t know how to move on.

i don’t even really TALK to other men. i just don’t know. i know i don’t have to do it right now and i’m sure time changes things but i just can’t see it happening. i mean i have a kid for christ’s sake. idk. i’m just so lost and broken, i can’t move on from him and i never thought i’d have to. give me some hope please :(