Heartbreaking.

2 days ago, I had some pink CM when I wiped. I thought it was maybe the start of AF and I had some mild cramps and a headache. My period is due tomorrow. After the pink cm, I’ve had nothing at all. Not even a hint of AF showing.

I tested this morning and it was a BFN. I’d be 12/13dpo and I’m devastated. After 2 years of infertility, and being told we would likely need IVF, I just so desperately wanted this to be it.

Heartbroken. Mild cramps intermittently ongoing and guessing AF will show any hour now. Everytime I go to the toilet it’s scaring me because I just do not want her to show.