We’ve all heard about crazy vivid pregnancy dreams, but no one warned me about crazy vivid pregnancy nightmares. I’m 16+4 and had my first dream about our baby boy over the weekend. I delivered him and it was so sweet and he was perfect. In my dream he had dark hair and blue eyes and I couldn’t get enough of him. The dream was reassuring and I woke up feeling happy as a clam.

Last night I went to bed around 10 and was exhausted. Woke up at 2 for my usually nightly pee and fell back asleep right away. I woke up at 4am hysterically crying and had to wake hubby up. I had another dream about the baby, but this time he didn’t make it. It started off where I was what seemed like full term and was waiting to go into labor. Then in my dream I went into the bathroom to pee and a huge blob of stuff came out in the toilet and it was my baby and the placenta but not full term. I scooped both out of the toilet and ran to the Dr in the other room and begged her to save my baby because he was moving. But I knew in my head it was too early being only 16 weeks and that they wouldn’t even try. All I could do was hysterically sob and mourn my baby. Oddly enough he didn’t have a face in this dream. It was the most terrifying heart wrenching dream I’ve ever had.

I’m sorry to unload all this on here but I needed to share to help get it off my chest. Hubby asked about the dream but I didn’t give him as much detail. He just held me and promised out baby boy would be okay and that we were going to have a beautiful family soon. Here’s to a happy and healthy 9 months for all. I hope no one else experiences these terrible nightmares and I hope this was my only one!