Got high for the first time. Took two gummy edibles. Can tell you right now I should only of taken Half a gummy. The high was not fun. Thought I was gonna die, heart was going crazy, ringing in my ears, my chest hurt, felt like a couldn’t breathe, etc.

*these edibles came from some sort of hospital or something so nothing was bad ab them*

Anyways, never doing that again. My point for this post though is that ever since then my anxiety came back (I hadn’t had anxiety for more than a fucking year, but it was bound to come back soon based on history ) and 2 weeks straight after that night I got high, I had anxiety attacks every. Fucking. Night. Some of them lead to panic attacks.

Everything was good for s little bit but now they’re back and they are coming up randomly during the day too and my chest hurts a shit ton and it’s just crazy.

So is it all in my head or did the edibles fucking do something?

Ik weed is harmless so I’m pretty sure it’s all in my head. But now I have to deal with anxiety again, get on meds again, see a therapist again. Okay I’m gonna stop ranting this post is too long and I assume some of you guys r high so I’ll stop here.