Ranting

I don’t get it. I really don’t. My wife and I have been ttc since last March. All my tests came back normal. I’m normal. I’ve tried everything. I’m so sick of trying. And it’s not like we can’t try because we’re same sex. It’s just heart breaking and it’s breaking me every time I get af or a negative test. I feel like we’ll never be moms. Still a week away from af but still I know I’m not pregnant. Only symptom is sore breast’s. Which is normal for me before af.