Sarah

"so tell me something about you I don't know?" Chris said I frowned,

"Chris this isn't our first date your my brother you know me."

"yeah I know but there must be things that you tell your boyfriend but would never tell your brother." I couldn't stop myself from smiling,

"so your my boyfriend?" Chris leaned around his easel and flashed that beautiful smile at me dam those dimples.

"yeah guess I am" he said casually. "now hold still" I sighed and lay back on the grass, Chris had got the idea in his head that he wanted to paint me. I was actually enjoying having his eyes on me so intently. He had wanted to paint me naked but of course that would cause awkward questions if found so we had compromised. He was painting me dressed in a thin sundress and had taken a picture of me naked on his phone. To pass the time we had started some sort of bizarre game of well truth or truth.

"ummm.. I wanted to become a doctor because of you. Mom told me about your mother and how doctors couldn't make her better so I guess I stupidly thought that the reason your mom died was because she didn't have a good doctor so I decided I wanted to be a good doctor. "

" that's sweet " he said gently

" well it was the idea initially struck me but I can't say it was just you as well we hated each other. "

" I never hated you. "

" oh didn't you. I hated you."

"good to know,"

"don't take it personally I mean we didn't know each other until what 4 years ago. And then by then you had already got hot. But unfortunately you knew you were so that's when you started fucking anything female you could find."

"yeah" he said slowly "no that's not when that started."

"well it's stopped right"

"of course baby" he said frowning "I don't want that anymore,I don't think I ever did. "

"OK my turn why do you still live in the studio? I know you officially live in the main house but you never do you live in this cramped little studio. You could afford to live anywhere so why?"

He looked around the canvas and smiled,

"I'd have thought that was obvious Juliet, you. I stayed because of you. I knew If I left I wouldn't see you again. And now we'll it's not wierd you being here but it might be wierd you around my house."

"why the studio?" he shrugged,

"that's me. All I wanted to do was paint but no your mom is the only reason I got the studio. As long as its not my job just a hobby."

"can I ask something else?"

"its cheating but OK and hold still."

"that... That night when... When you like before." he smiled but also blushed he wasn't amused he was embarrassed,

"yeah"

"were you... You know trying to..."

"no" he said firmly

"what?" he sighed

"I wasnt trying to prove anything I didn't mean for you to see or anything. I just don't like to take randoms to my studio that's my space," he smiled at me and I heard what he was saying. "OK" he went back to his psinting"so when did you first get feelings for me?"

" OK well I was like 12... 13 it wasn't like thunderbolt or anything. I'd come home for summer you were off somewhere and then dad had an event so I was puffed up and then I saw you in a tux. I don't think you had changed but I had and you smiled at me and I don't know I just suddenly realised, fuck my brother is hot. I had to you know take your arm and I was trembling and sweaty. You half attempted small talk and I just babbled like an idiot. I think that was when I realised I liked you or maybe I was attracted to you is a better phrase especially as you were still in the being an ass phase you only got over that like 2 years ago. But it wasn't a I can see how girls find you attractive kind of revelation I DID find you attractive.its like I said we weren't exactly raised as siblings we were raised in our schools and saw each other only a few times a year so it's hardly surprising we think of each other differently than were supposed to. So same question back to you. "

" I don't know baby there were times here and there than I tried to ignore. I mean that night that you saw me and that girl your eyes on me fuck,that made me come . And I really didn't like it when you went out on a date... Fuck I did not like that. But I don't know I can't pick any one moment. I mean I always knew you were beautiful but there is a difference between knowing that and falling in love with you. Do I guess love started about 4 years ago when I actually started talking and I really got to know you. Hold still. "he said gently I smiled lazily.

" so how long is this going to take? "

" I'm in no hurry I'm actually enjoying this"

"really?" I said arching my back pushing my breasts out and hitching my dress up slightly. Chris growled,

"your ruining my composition."

"oooh whats the punishment for that?"

" hope I'm not interrupting anything" a voice cut in.

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