It’s just not your time yet.

So I swore I would not symptom spot this month. I swore I would not buy multiple tests and that I would just let what will be, be.

I was nearly 2 weeks late last month and EVERYTHING that I felt in my body, I found some way to link it to pregnancy. I posted my symptoms here, asked questions, searched answers and peed on about $150.00. I realized, I was acting like a psychopath!

I want to put out a general message for the women like me. The ones who have been trying to conceive less than 6 months. The all around healthy to conceive... women like me.

If you get on here and actually read... how long some/most of the other women have been trying.. their miscarriages.. their medical diagnosis’s... their multiple heartbreaks....

You might be ashamed. Like me. I have not been diagnosed with any fertility/medical issues that would impair me from patiently getting pregnant. These women, they have exceeded patience and I honestly DO NOT know how in the world they can still comment on questions like the ones I asked. Over and over again.

I applaud all of you, “these women” the miraculous ones. The ones that exceed patience and love. Posses understanding and kindness when some of us can’t even wait 3 months before crying about it on here.

Love,

The impatient woman.