Blood pressure steadily climbing, plus them saying the risk of stillbirth would go up the further I got, I decided I couldn’t take any risks.

Induction started at 4, I’m currently sat in the bath at hospital breathing through contractions. I’ve had zero pain relief so far. Pains are getting pretty intense but I’m managing to breath through them.

Sadly dads aren’t aloud to stay over night on the ward so I’m alone which fucking sucks. I really need my other half here with me. But hey, it’s 1:30am. Bright side is it’ll soon be time for him to come back.