The hardest decision of my life

I have a 4 week old daughter, and I am thinking about going back to work so my husband and I have a easier time with bills/car repairs. I’m having a hard time deciding because I’m so afraid she won’t love me or she won’t want to be with mommy.... 😔 my heart couldn’t handle that. Any of you mommies went back early or about 6 weeks? How did it go? How is your bond with your child?