I need somone to talk to ...

So my husband is a construction worker and he works 6am-2:30pm and when he comes home he just smoked his dabs(outside of course ) and plays video game. He don’t help me out I get I’m a stay at home mom but I feel he should help me out ... I stay up with the baby and breastfeed him I have changed all the diapers since he was born, he’s teething so hesextra fussy! I make sure everyone’s fed and has cleaned clothes I’m constantly cleaning the house cause I’m a clean freak.. but he don’t help me at all. I have no money to spend on my kid either . Every dim I get he takes from me for bills . He don’t let me groceries shop cause he says I waste the money (I don’t see how ) I can’t get a job cause we can’t afford a baby sitter... my mom helps me out and give me 100 and I spend it all on diapers and wipes like a real parents should. I just feel so down like so depressed cause I take care of my kid with no help beside from my mom and she’s a nurse who works a lot. He can’t even watch our kid for 2 second while I shower ... I came out and he was screaming bloody murder while he played his games. I don’t trust leaving him with him cause he just he just yells at him while he cry’s ... I feel like I’m

About to have a mental breakdown and don’t know what to do !!!!!