I’m a first time mom due October 22 . I have wanted to be a mother more than anything else in this world and I’m not young, I’m 36. I wasn’t even sure it would happen for me so I was so ecstatic when I found out I was pregnant! But I am so not ready for this baby to be here! I feel like it’s such a drastic life change and I’m a little scared. I’m scared of labor, but mostly I’m scared of the newborn stage along with hormones,Recovery and loss of sleep all at once. Not to mention the financial responsibility, and just plain responsibility of bringing another human into this world. I have only heard horror stories! Am I the only one?