I wish you loved me

I wish you loved me.

I wish that you cried on the inside everytime you are away from me for too long like I do you.

I wish youd think of me at random points of the days.

Wondering what I am wearing, which one of our kids I am yelling at this time, or what im thinking.

I wish you asked me how my day was going.

I wish you loved me the way I love you.

I wish you would change. I wish you woulf be the man I know and need you to be.

What is it that I do not have? Why is it that you keep making all these promises and giving me all these babies only for me to raise each by myself each time?

Why am I not enough for you?

Why are you not willing to sacrifice anything for me but i am for you?

How do I let you go...

Why dont you love me the way I love you?