Break ups.

It's 3AM. I woke up out of my sleep. It wasn't that long ago that I couldn't sleep at all. I was awakened, suddenly without warning, terrorized by memories i thought would last forever. It hurts... like hell. 

You haven't felt PAIN until you feel it in your sleep - as if you're still wide awake!! 

Nothing I said, did or could have done would have changed ANYTHING. 

No mistake I made could have been avoided enough. No word could have came from my lips. No thought could have came from my mind. No love in my heart could have stopped what was coming. It's called THE END. 

The END when someone says they don't want you anymore. Felt like I was slapped with a truth I never wanted to accept, a python grip around my soul and a horror film of which I played the leading role. 

NOTHING will eat at your soul like a GOODBYE you never asked for. It's not the goodbye, it's the fact that you've been robbed of something more valuable, much more important than you feelings.