4 Months after miscarriage I am Terrified

Brittany

So here we are 4 months exactly after we found out we were pregnant on April 9th. We found out we are pregnant again on August 9th. This has been a journey since 2017. With losing a pregnancy and left tube due to ectopic to not getting pregnant again till 4/9/19...and losing it 3 days later. Started first round of clomid and boom we are pregnant. I am scared very scared. I can tell my husbands scared we don’t want to get excited. But then again I do want to be excited. It’s such a crazy amount of emotions. I don’t want to make an appointment yet. I want to just wait a couple weeks. It’s like PTSD to call the doctor do the bloodwork and that call, that horrible call where they say something is wrong. I’m praying hard and trying to be positive but it’s so early anything can happen. Praying this is the one that sticks.