I feel like I constantly give everything I have to others in hopes of making them feel better or happy, but then I'm left with nothing. I'm just drowning in my own pain and sadness and it's like even those who can see it don't give a shit. People blame me for whatever goes wrong or whatever fight they have. They take their anger out on me as if I didn't already do it to myself. When do I get to stop being selfless and end everything. The only reason I'm alive is because I care about other people too much. I don't know how much longer I can do it anymore. Perhaps today will be goodbye