We’ve been ttc for a year this month. The other night my partner broke down about scrambling to get a ring to propose on our upcoming Disney trip. He said he couldn’t come up with the one he wanted in such short notice. I told him I don’t care how much the ring costs, it could be $12 for all I care. But he said he doesn’t want that, so it’s not happening now. Talk about disappointment?

And then early this week after that during bd he stopped and said he doesn’t want to have a child anymore until he goes back to school.

I feel so insecure. Like the perfect life was set up and now it’s all falling down the drain. I’m guilty for feeling sad and upset. I want him to be 100% happy too! I just don’t know. I just needed someone to listen.