Wanting another!

Ashley • 25🧸Mommy to 1. Pregnant with baby #2! 9 months TTC🍼

My SO and I are really wanting another. So I have an IUD and I can’t bring myself to rip it out because I KNOW what would happen (pregnancy). He says he’ll rip it out himself 😂 ok so, I just can’t see myself planning another. Like I just want it to happen unexpectedly like with my first. Is anyone else scared at the thought of planning one? We want another but agh I’m scared. The whole 9 months is a struggle 😫