So lately I’ve felt like me and my husband aren’t connecting anymore. I feel like we’re distant. We only have sex every few weeks. And it’s not even great. Like it’s great starting. But 5 mins into it it’s like it’s done and over with. So I don’t get mine. I just don’t say anything and think to myself oh well. He’s been sick lately and was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease. So he’s always in pain right now. They have him on steroids and we’ve been really distant. I feel sad when I see him in pain. And he’s always turned away from me in bed. There is a huge gap between us in bed now. And we used to cuddle a lot & stuff but yeah it’s not happening anymore. Lately he’s been so excited about a trip he’s doing with his brother, it’s hiking and canoeing while camping and stuff. He says one day we’ll go together but that he wants to do this. So yeah I just don’t say anything but okay. Lately I’ve been feeling so sad cause all I want for him to do is hug me and touch me. I cried earlier this morning because I saw him in the shower getting himself off and it just kinda made me upset cause I’m like hello I’m right here, I want to feel something, I want to feel wanted and touched and idk I just feel upset because I’m just so deprived of sex.