Good morning 🌞 πŸ€ͺ

I love mornings, I am one of those annoying morning people's. πŸ˜‰ Anyways, yesterday me and my man argued a couple times over finances and made up ( apologize) for snapping at each other. At bedtime last night we weren't fighting and he fell asleep quick because he just got off work. Well I took things into my own hands, no biggie because I can reach climax fast and be asleep faster. So cut to this morning, I just woke up and he's playing one of those scratch off tickets in the front seat. Hes a truck driver. I sit down quiet I just woke up. I am looking at him and I say quietly that I masturbated last night hoping he would maybe be interested but he turned it into an argument! He said "oh well I guess you want to fight". ??? I am talking about sex πŸ’€ so wtf is he talking about right? Well he goes into say that I was upset for doing it myself, ummm ladies it's not that big of a deal right? I don't mind helping myself πŸ˜‰. He goes into say " what is wrong with you?! All upset because you had to do it yourself?!" Ok whatever I guess we are still fighting from yesterday πŸ˜’. I wasn't mad until he looked at me like I'm crazy for mentioning sex this morning and asked me what is wrong with me. Like I'm desperate or something. We have been together for a long time. I don't know why he likes to try to make me feel dumb. It really hurts my feelings and it messes up our rythym. We usually get along. And can apologize if we are mean to each other but now I know he's gonna want to later and I don't now. AT ALL, πŸ™ NOT FEELING IT NOW. I do feel dumb for bringing it up now, I didn't before but I do now. I'm frustrated AF. πŸ˜’ I just got off my period a couple days ago too. Bleh.