Let me start from the very beginning...

Me and this guy dated back in March 2017 and ended things around June 2017. We were friends before and first met around November of 2017. The relationship was very toxic and unhealthy. He would pin me down and choke me, call me names like slut, snake, etc. and keep me trapped in my room and basically lecture me about how bad I am. Then chalk it up to “I don’t like yelling at you but I feel like I have to.” Anyways... so we end things. And in July, we hook up. However... he was talking to someone else. So I told her. And that lead to a bunch of drama. I didn’t know they were talking until she uploaded pictures of them together. So we kinda drifted for awhile and then he hit me back up in 2018. At this point I was talking to someone else. We were (still are) serious. He shows up at my work to apologize for everything he’s done and said to me. And that he wanted to start fresh. I wanted nothing to do with him so I told him he has to leave.

Now, the screenshots in this post are my very last words to him. He somehow found out I was pregnant with my current boyfriend’s baby.

I found out a few days ago that he had passed away while serving in the army. He was a diesel mechanic. My very last words are so bitchy... and this is a lesson learned that grudges are never worth it. Just forgive, forget and move on.