Ivf after missed abortion

Hi everyone

One of my tubes was blocked so doctor told me to go for IVF. In May we had fresh transfer. Everything was going fine like fairy tale and suddenly in one ultra sound doctor said baby s heartbeat should have been around 100 and it was 95. He said it can catch up so wait for a week. It might catch up.

I went for USG after one week and while doing USG doctor asked me do u have any frozen embryos? I understood we lost our baby. Than he made me understood it’s nature’s call and it’s better it happened sooner than later. But I was so inconsolable. I felt I lost everything. I cried and cried. And I told myself I will have to deal with this and I would need closure to this. So next day I went to doc and asked her if we can do D&C. She called me the next day. I was completely shattered. I could not stop myself crying even in OT.

The worst part was When I woke up after D&C. When u feel empty. U feel

It was there when u went in OT and when u come out it is empty. Somehow I learnt to deal with it. We went for a short holiday after that. And somehow u learn to deal with it. U don’t forget but it gets bearable.

Now I have frozen embryos. And I hope this is our cycle. Lots of baby dust to all.