Hi everyone

One of my tubes was blocked so doctor told me to go for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. In May we had fresh transfer. Everything was going fine like fairy tale and suddenly in one ultra sound doctor said baby s heartbeat should have been around 100 and it was 95. He said it can catch up so wait for a week. It might catch up.

I went for USG after one week and while doing USG doctor asked me do u have any frozen embryos? I understood we lost our baby. Than he made me understood it’s nature’s call and it’s better it happened sooner than later. But I was so inconsolable. I felt I lost everything. I cried and cried. And I told myself I will have to deal with this and I would need closure to this. So next day I went to doc and asked her if we can do D&C. She called me the next day. I was completely shattered. I could not stop myself crying even in OT.

The worst part was When I woke up after D&C. When u feel empty. U feel

It was there when u went in OT and when u come out it is empty. Somehow I learnt to deal with it. We went for a short holiday after that. And somehow u learn to deal with it. U don’t forget but it gets bearable.

Now I have frozen embryos. And I hope this is our cycle. Lots of baby dust to all.