I have really been struggling to love myself for a long time now. I used to be in great shape. But every year for the past 5 years I have put on 10 pounds a year. I’ve never lost any or if I did I put it right back on. My confidence is basically shot. Also I went to get my hair cut in March and she cut 7 inches of my hair off when I asked for 3. I’ve been shopping for clothes because I’m going on vacation next week and everything looks terrible and I’m pretty sure my boyfriend is going to propose and all I can think about is how fat I’m going to look in the pictures. It’s all I can think about. But today I had a little bit of comfort. I got a new pair of jeans that fit perfectly and I put a little make up on and for the first time in a long time I liked the way I looked. Partly because the jeans cinched everything in lol. I’ve been so busy and depressed I always put my hair in a half pony and I never wear make up(even though have a huge collection). I just have had such a hard time getting in a gym routine and I have a binge eating problem and I’m TIRED. I hate feeling like garbage all the time. Anything you ladies can offer me I’d appreciate it. Even if it’s just telling me to get off my ass. I’m

The new jeans and make up doing their job lol