I’m so hurt.

So, I’m naturally a woman with lots of attitude. I’ve been a little bit on the short temper side ever since being a child. Anyways, I’m 30 weeks pregnant and I just don’t know what else I can do to control myself from getting so mad. I constantly nag at my bf and sister over the DUMBEST shit but I genuinely don’t even notice it until the argument is over and I have time to cool down. Today he made me some pasta and he knows how much I absolutely hate pasta- I will not even take a bite. Anyways, I expressed to him that I hadn’t eaten for 8 hours and there’s NO way that I was going to eat that. Then, he still made me a plate and handed it to me. I got so mad that I threw the fork on the floor. I instantly felt super guilty but I just CANT control my freaking temper during the heat of the moment. Idek how he’s going to manage being with me, I honestly hate being around myself. Wow. I’m just so hurt and lost.