Finally!! but really scared

Michelle

So my fiancé well now ex fiancé had been trying for just under 9months to get pregnant. We’d been thru hell and back together. Well come not even a week ago he all of a sudden wanted to talk about taking a break. I got upset and went to my friends house for the night and I come back and I find him in bed with the girl he has been cheating on me with. It broke my heart. I packed by stuff and left and I was sitting here yesterday wondering why my period was late and I thought maybe stress with everything that has been going on. Well I said the hell with it and took a test. Over the 9 months we had been TTC I’ve taken so many test that came out negative so i expecting the same. Wellll nope! I look and I finally got my BFP but I’m scared. I no longer have the man I thought I was going to marry to stand by my thru this pregnancy. I’m only 21 years old. I’ll be honest. Idk what I am going to do but i know I will be bringing the child into the world with a mother that absolutely will the them like crazy