DEVASTATED!!!!

I’m 15 days late for my period I’ve taken 2 tests and both came back negative,( I’ve set up a DR appt for myself) I have pcos, we’ve miscarried 3xs husband and I have been trying to conceive for years now! My best friends period was late by 3 days she took a test and is pregnant, hers is a complete mistake she’s not with her man anymore cause he’s been cheating on her with his ex! I’m happy for her and a baby, and I’m gonna help her in whatever way she needs me, I love her to pieces! ❤️❤️ but I’m completely heartbroken & devastated 😭 I think this is my final breaking point I’ve been crying all day, I’m done TTC I’m giving up! I can’t take the heartbreak & the heartaches and the disappointment anymore!!