Life advice? *MAYBE IN WRONG GROUP, SORRY

I’m getting ready to start my last year of nursing school, and since i’ve been externing I realized i really don’t want to be a nurse anymore and I’m not sure what I want to do.

I quit a higher paying job at the beginning of my first semester to focus on it, as a I was extremely excited and wanted to do the best i could. Before midterms I was no longer sure that this was what I wanted to do.

Over this past spring break I started showing signs of depression and anxiety which never presented before.

I’m stuck in a bad position because I now have a car payment that i have to make, and two my pride is getting the best of me too.

I’ve never wanted to quit something so badly, but I also want to be able to say I did it.

Can someone give me their opinions on my situation?