My son wakes me up almost every early morning with kicks but tonight it was accompanied by lightening crotch. It honestly feels now like he is trying to dig his way out the bottom 😩😩 it’s feels like scraping at the bottom. I need to pee constantly and I am fighting the cold 😩 32 weeks today with my next appointment and ultrasound on the 19th 😩 I just want to make it with no problems.

Also have a cervical cerclage in and I’m terrified to go into labor with it still in me and rupture my cervix 😞

I’m a stuffed up miserable mess