14 dpo. Emotional support needed 😭

Emily • TTC rainbow baby, PCOS, preschool teacher.

Hey guys. I am currently 14 dpo. AF was due yesterday and no show. I have had 2 days of extremely light brown spotting. Hardly noticable while wiping. My temps are still high after a dip a couple days ago. I have a stuffy nose. I am so angry for no reason and like full on rage lol yet my tests are negative. I have also noticed some nausea. I also had ewcm 2 days ago which is not normal for me around this time. I confirmed ovulation with temp and opks.

I know I am not out until Af comes. But it just feels like she is teasing me. Anyone got a bfp after 14dpo? Some emotional support would be appreciated. I am going crazy over here 😭