I’m so mad

I have pcos been TTC for nearly 4years I finally go to the doctor to get help so I tell her I’ve been ttc for 4years and this bitch doctor older woman tells me she’s not going to do any referrals or help with

fertility meds

until march 2020 how is this even fair :( I’m 30years old!!!!

She wouldn’t give me a reason for not helping she literally said your bmi is in the healthy range for someone with pcos so basically saying I can wait abit longer I was so fuming I didnt even finish the appointment I just said that is ridiculous an stood up where she continued to say I could always go private then I just I walked out