I got my first wax today. I haven’t shaved my pubic area for a couple of years now because of scarring from previous ingrown hairs. I was hesitant on showing my bf because I didn’t like how the spots are still not completely gone but they have significantly faded. Anyways I took off my panties to let her breathe and he chuckled when he saw me without them. I asked what’s funny he said nothing so I asked again and he says “it just look funny now” I’m like why do you say that and he reiterates and said he’s not used to seeing me all the way shaved. Idk i just know him and I know if that’s what he really meant he would’ve said “damn it’s been a minute since you’ve been bald” something playful. Idk. I feel like since I’m already insecure about it I can’t really handle judgment right now.. wish i could just rewind and not get it. I’m literally over thinking and am scared it doesn’t excite him now