Shoot my shot again !????

So y’all I was talking to this dude and he was the sweetest dude ever I’ve had some good times w him never a dual moment I got butterflies when I would see him and we really hit it of but ... my ex from a 3 year relationship which we just had broken up came back and tell me why o took him back and left this dude hanging anyways I felt so bad so bad I would apologize check up on him and all that but damn idk things were going good we were friends ! And then I gave him a ride home from work one day and we kicked it off again and the next day after that we went to play basketball til like 2 am (my fav thing to do w him😔)and I snuck him in my house nothing sexual happened cause he had a lot of respect but we fell asleep and like we continued talking but my reply game got weak because I was working or busy so he left me on seen and then 2 days later he posted a girls initials on sc talking about her and I was just like damn like okay I’m happy for you like I deserve it nothing but happiness for him but shit atleast I apologized... whatever tho I went back w my ex again long story short I dropped my ex for him to shoot my shot again and it happened and then he dropped me lmao but he don’t talk to that girl anymore and I think about him everyday he was such a good guy I don’t deserve him but damn if I would’ve just left shit how it was I would’ve had something good with him . I never had such good times w someone and now I’m sad lmao what should I do y’all I still talk to my ex bc we ended up as close friends but like y’all idk my feelings ain’t the same for him and I caught hella feelings for this dude now I’m sad lmao